In Memoriam: Remembering Those We Lost in 2020

Goodwin and Marjorie Goats touching their heads together

In Memoriam: Remembering Those We Lost in 2020

Undoubtedly, the hardest part about Sanctuary work is saying goodbye when our residents pass.

From the friends we’ve known for years, to the ailing newcomers we fight so hard to save, we mourn the loss of each animal who passes through our doors.

But we’re also grateful. Most of these same individuals were only expected to live a few days, weeks, or months—just fractions of their natural lifespans—before being slaughtered for food. Instead, these survivors became our cherished friends, mentors, and family members.

Please join us in remembering those we lost in 2020, including the animals listed below. We hope their lives and legacies will inspire a brighter future for all beings.

Diane

Diane pig at Farm Sanctuary.

Born: June 30, 2012

Diane and her 15 siblings were born at Sanctuary, just hours after the nail-biting rescue of their intrepid mom, Julia, from a factory farm. While most piglets are slaughtered at just six to eight months old, Diane grew up at her mother’s side.

As an adult, she doted on Julia, and helped her lead their herd. Anyone challenging their collective reign got a sharp grunt or nip to show them who was boss.

At the beginning of the year, Diane developed advanced leukemia—the first case our veterinarians had seen in a pig. Sadly, it was a very aggressive prognosis, and we made the choice to let her go.

Aria

Aria hen strutting around at Farm Sanctuary

Rescued: April 3, 2017

Aria spent her fertile years as a “layer” hen on a factory farm. Confined indoors to a battery cage crammed with several other overstressed hens, she had little space to stretch her wings.

Once Aria’s egg production declined, her “owners” sent her off to be gassed. Against all odds, she survived: An employee found her on a “dead pile,” gasping for air next to her fallen friends. He couldn’t leave her to die—or return her for slaughter—after knowing how hard she had fought to survive.

She spent the rest of her life with gusto, and loved running around with her new flock: dustbathing, soaking up the sun, and filling her lungs with fresh Sanctuary air.

Aria hen strutting around at Farm Sanctuary

Smudge and Cash

Smudge and Cash sheep.

Smudge (left) and Cash (right)

Smudge • Rescued: February 21, 2008
Cash • Rescued: November 8, 2007

Cash was one of 20 lambs purchased and then abandoned by a negligent “owner.” Smudge came from a cruelty case involving more than 70 animals. Both survived starvation and illness from poor living conditions.

Cash was a friendly and affectionate sheep who showed affection through grand head nuzzles. Smudge, a more introverted lady, was nonetheless very sweet and loved cozying up with her trusted pals.

The two senior sheep spent their final days as honorary residents of our turkey barn flock. Both had arthritis and mobility issues, and this pasture was easier to navigate. Cash also had internal parasites that could endanger the healthier members of his flock.

This dynamic duo inspired people with their resilience and love for the simple things in life: leisurely strolls, time with friends, and peaceful repose amongst the trees.

Babs and Carmen

Carmen and Babs Goat standing near a fence in the snow

Carmen (left) and Babs (right)

Babs & Carmen
Rescued: July 10, 2015

Babs and Carmen came from a dairy busted for the extreme neglect of its goats. For years, the sickly and emaciated girls were bred to make milk for cheese production. They also had Caprine Arthritis Encephalitis (CAE) and Caseous Lymphadenitis; both are highly contagious, and can affect a goat’s quality and duration of life.

Sadly, most of the liberated goats went to slaughter. Due to their ailments, however, Babs, Carmen, and four of their friends were able to come to Farm Sanctuary.

While shy at first, the goats soon warmed up and showed us how friendly and silly they were! They loved attention, and often nuzzled up to us for extra pets and scratches.

Despite their health issues, we were able to keep these elderly ladies happy and comfortable for years. They were the last of their rescued group, and remained good friends until the end.

Tricia

Tricia cow at Farm Sanctuary.

Rescued: October 30, 2008

Tricia’s former “owners” found her difficult to handle, and planned to sell the blind dairy cow to slaughter. By contrast, we admired Tricia for her passion and resilience.

At Farm Sanctuary, Tricia found solace in other cows paired with her due to their special needs. She learned to navigate her pasture by heart, and loved grooming her beloved friends.

In later years, Tricia had a few procedures to enhance her quality of life: first, a successful surgery for eye cancer, and then a riskier one to repair leg issues. While the latter surgery went well, however, Tricia had a difficult recovery. Without a sign of improvement, we ultimately had to lay her to rest.

Tricia cow at Farm Sanctuary.

Perdita and Ruthie

Ruthie and Perdita turkeys.

Ruthie (left) and Perdita (right)

Perdita • Rescued: May 29, 2015
Ruthie • Rescued: June 22, 2016

Perdita came from a factory farm, and arrived here debeaked: a standard procedure where workers remove the sensitive, nerve-filled tips of a bird’s beak without anesthetic or pain relief.

Ruthie came from a feed store: a common supplier for backyard flocks, or for people looking to raise “humane” meat. In reality, these birds endure much of the same ill-treatment as their industrially raised brethren.

Since Ruthie’s guardian only had the space to accommodate chickens—not turkeys—she asked if the young poult could join our flock. She and Perdita lived together at our former Sanctuary location in Orland, CA, before moving to Watkins Glen in August 2018.

The ladies emerged as distinguished leaders—charming us with their affection for humans, and their feistiness and vigor around the other turkeys! They loved exploring their luxurious pasture, sunning their feathers, and resting beneath the shady willow tree.

Marshall

Close-up image of Marshall Turkey

Rescued: November 11, 2013

Marshall got his big break during the New York City premiere of The Ghosts in Our Machine—a stunning animal rights documentary directed by his namesake, Liz Marshall.

It wasn’t by strutting the red carpet, though; rather, Marshall fell from a transport truck packed with turkeys bound for slaughter on the day of the premiere. Several Farm Sanctuary staff members were watching the film when we got the call. We rushed out of the theater—dressed to the nines—to pick up the newly relinquished tom, and make an early return trip to Watkins Glen.

Despite the trauma of the fall—and his cruel upbringing and treatment by humans—Marshall met us with kindness and curiosity, and gobbled to us pleasantly along the journey home. He remained a friendly and boisterous lad throughout the rest of his life in our care.

Marshall was not a “ghost in the machine”: an individual passing through the food system anonymously. He had a name and a rich life—and we were so honored to share it with him.

Tig

Tig duck at Farm Sanctuary.

Rescued: October 30, 2016

When Tig appeared at a lake one day, the locals knew that something was amiss. The Muscovy was a domestic breed; however, someone had likely tried “returning” her to the wild. But domestic ducks need help finding food and shelter—and with winter approaching, she might not survive on her own.

At Farm Sanctuary, Tig quickly bonded with our caregiving team. She loved to chat and would often preen our fingers, clothing, and hair as though they were feathers; it was an act of care and acceptance into her honorary flock.

Overtime, Tig made other (feathered) friends within our main duck and goose flock. This change was bittersweet, as Tig no longer relied on humans for her companionship (though she still obliged us when we came to say hello). Ultimately, though, we were proud to see her strike out on her own, and to find her place among other birds at last.

Tig duck at Farm Sanctuary.

Jackson and Judd

Jackson and Judd roosters.

Jackson (left) and Judd (right)

Jackson • Rescued: October 3, 2014
Judd • Rescued: October 3, 2014

Rescuers freed Judd and Jackson from a ritual sacrifice. The boys were both chivalrous leaders of their respective flocks—and when they weren’t strutting and showing off for all to admire, they enjoyed dustbathing, exploring the land, and crowing to their hearts’ delight.

When Jackson got sick with severe lung congestion, he spent a few months in our shelter office so we could provide more intensive care. While there, he developed a fascinating new routine: Every day, he’d strut to the kitchen and stare at his reflection in the shiny appliances. Perhaps he was showing the “other rooster” who was boss, or admiring the stunner staring right back at him!

After running out of treatment options, we helped ease Jackson’s passing. A few months later, Judd also got sick, and passed from a mass that obstructed his breathing.

Poppy

Poppy Cow sitting and looking at camera with hay in her mouth

Rescued: December 10, 2018

Poppy, along with several other calves, fell from the back of a transport truck heading for a veal processing facility. Authorities rounded up the survivors, placing most on trucks bound for slaughter once more. Only Poppy and two other calves—her “brothers” Leigh and Michael Morgan—made it safely to Sanctuary.

Her initial outlook was grim: Poppy broke her pelvis and left hind leg in the fall, and her doctors predicted that her body would continue breaking down over time. Still, we vowed to give this little fighter the best chance we could.

With further surgery and a supportive brace, she was able to stay upright and in good spirits for a little while longer. When her time came, our devoted caregivers lavished sweet Poppy with extra cuddles and brushings, and let her know just how much she was loved by us all.

Moo

Moo Steer sitting in a field at Farm Sanctuary

Rescued: April 15, 2008

Moo’s rescuer found him tied to a car. We can only guess what came before: Moo was a Holstein—a dairy breed—and most farmers have no use for males, since they can’t produce milk. Some farmers cull their boys on-site; others sell them for veal or cheap beef.

Instead, the sprightly boy came to live at Farm Sanctuary—and in time, he matured into a calm, protective, and gentle giant. Moo was a mentor to younger calves learning their way around a herd. And he was also a favorite among humans—always patient and accepting of our deep bear-hugs, and eager to offer sandpapery kisses in return.

Moo Steer sitting in a field at Farm Sanctuary

Dore

Dore sheep at Farm Sanctuary

Born: December 7, 2004

Dore and her twin sister, Grace, were born at Farm Sanctuary. We rescued their pregnant mother from a closing sheep farm; after raising lambs for slaughter, the farmers had a change of heart and decided to place their whole flock with nearby Sanctuaries.

Instead of an untimely death at just six to eight months old, Dore lived to be almost 16—very old for a sheep! She had chronic jaw issues, but received the specialized care she needed to enjoy a good quality of life.

Dore endeared us with her kind expression, her loud bleats for special soft food mashes, and the way she packed hay in her mouth as a soothing balm. She spent her elder years with her best friend, Jeanne, whose mom was also part of Olive’s rescue cohort. We all grieved when Dore passed in her sleep, but we can’t help but feel thankful for the peaceful life she so dearly loved.

Maria

Maria Goat sitting in the sun

Rescued: November 1, 2009

Greeting friends new and old with a classic grin, Maria never met a stranger—despite the mistreatment she once faced. Her former “owner”, a backyard butcher, bred and slaughtered animals illegally. The animals were also starving and malnourished—their main source of food being the discarded organs of their lost friends and family.

But “Grandma Maria” had a big heart—she loved people, and was always sidling up to a prospective friend for a hug and a deep, satisfying back scratch!

Maria lived to be around 17, which is a ripe old age for goats. Despite progressive osteoarthritis, we were able to keep her happy and comfortable for a few years. She loved her soft food mashes—a necessity for our friends without teeth—and was a revered elder among the sheep and gentle goats in her herd.

Gertrude

Gertrude hen standing in the road

Rescued: October 13, 2015

Gertrude was the sole survivor of predator attacks against her flock. The attacks occurred, in part, because her guardian didn’t have the means to provide the chickens with proper care. With help from a concerned neighbor, we were able to bring Gertrude to safety.

This beautiful Brahma lived in the turkey barn—but she didn’t always stay there! She was an adventurous hen who liked to sneak out through the fence and spend her days wandering the grounds. We often found her hanging out with the neighboring chickens—soaking up the sun, grabbing fallen seeds from the bird and squirrel feeders, or relaxing in the shade of her favorite trees.

Gertrude hen standing in the road

Marjorie and Goodwin

Goodwin and Marjorie Goats sitting in grass near some trees

Goodwin (left) and Marjorie (right)

Goodwin • Rescued: March 10, 2008
Marjorie • Rescued: March 18, 2010

Rescuers found young Goodwin wandering the streets of New York City. The six-month-old goat had likely escaped from one of its many live markets. He was sick, malnourished, and terrified, but found love and healing at Farm Sanctuary. He was especially close with another pygmy, Simon, and Marjorie: his devoted partner later in life.

Marjorie and her elderly mother, Lizzie, were among a group of pregnant goats rescued from starvation and neglect. Marjorie gave birth to her son, Gabriel, at Sanctuary, and doted on him until his passing. She found Goodwin in her grief, around the same time that he lost Simon.

They were both shy around people, but enjoyed attention and affection from trusted friends. Gentle Goodwin was especially admired for his dapper appearance and kind soul. The two were of great comfort to each other in their final days.

Bam Bam

Bam Bam Goat Sitting in Grass at Farm Sanctuary

Rescued: October 3, 2017

Bam Bam’s former “owner” housed him in a tiny enclosure that restricted his mobility. Since he couldn’t stand or walk at full height, his legs began breaking down.

Once he came to Farm Sanctuary, our caregiving team helped him rebuild strength through hours and hours of physical therapy. We had claw extensions made to steady his stance. And every morning—after a night off for rest—we refastened the custom leg braces that emboldened his slow, yet steady steps.

Bam Bam didn’t let life get him down. He got his name, in fact, from his spirited headbutts—bam!—whenever he tried to get his way. But he was also a friendly and curious goat—often poking his head into adjacent enclosures to see just what his neighbors were doing!

When he wasn’t charming his goat girlfriends, Bam Bam captured the hearts of those who admired his resilience and enthusiasm for life—despite the obstacles.

Peggy

Peggy cow at Farm Sanctuary.

Rescued: November 6, 2018

Peggy was born with contracted tendons: a condition that caused unnatural bend to her legs, and prevented her from walking properly. Her “owners,” dairy farmers, had tried to help. But her ongoing care was too expensive—especially since Peggy could never be of profit to the dairy. As her condition worsened, they discussed sending her to slaughter.

Veterinarians thought Peggy might have a chance. We received custody—and after multiple surgeries, and with supportive splints and casting, Peggy could stand and walk on her own! At Farm Sanctuary, Peggy joined a small group of other cows with special needs. She loved relaxing in the barn, grooming her friends, and feeling the grass beneath her feet.

Unfortunately, Peggy continued to experience complications—and additional surgeries and corrective procedures weren’t helping. Rather than put her through undue strain, we made the difficult choice to say goodbye. We miss sweet Peggy’s gentle nuzzles and her indomitable spirit.

Peggy cow at Farm Sanctuary.

Claire

Claire and Erika goats at Farm Sanctuary.

Claire (left) and daughter Erika (right)

Rescued: February 4, 2013

We rescued Claire, along with 13 sheep and a calf, from an illegal backyard butcher. The animals were sick and emaciated, and scrounged on bread scraps to survive.

Claire gave birth to daughter Erika at Sanctuary. Their loving bond strengthened with each passing year; they were so close that our caregivers lovingly called them “Clairika!” They did everything together—from grazing and roaming the hillsides, to snuggling close at night with their necks intertwined.

Recently, Claire developed a large mass on her shoulder. Our veterinarians thought that surgery would help, and she initially showed good signs of recovery. Unfortunately, her condition progressed, and she stopped responding to treatment.

We remember sweet Claire as a devoted mother and a dear friend. Her beautiful legacy lives on through Erika, who is carrying on with support from her herd.

Marge

Marge Pig shakes her head around in a field at Farm Sanctuary

Rescued: January 18, 2013

Marge never got to raise her children; her “owner” sold them off to slaughter instead. Upon facing eviction, the farmer tried selling Marge, too, before eventually leaving her at the property to die.

We helped bring the starving and dehydrated pig to the hospital for care. After a brief stay with a foster home, Marge came to live at our New York shelter.

Known by some as “Marge in Charge,” this pig powerhouse loved chasing her dreams. Sometimes, that meant a good soak in the mud, or a snooze beside her best friends in the barn. At other times, she put us on the chase—thinking it fun to outsmart our staff, break out of her pasture, and go on adventures around the farm!

Her taste for mischief was just part of her charm, and her sweet, happy grunts will continue to echo in our hearts.

Avril

Farm Sanctuary Staff member helps Avril become more mobile in her sling

Rescued: October 9, 2020

Avril’s former home burned in a catastrophic wildfire. She moved in with a neighbor, who noticed that her leg was splayed—stretching past 90° to one side, and preventing her from standing and walking properly. With surgery, veterinarians felt she could regain much of its use.

For weeks, our caregiving team did everything they could to keep Avril comfortable and support a healthy recovery. Sadly, her condition continued to decline, and the doctors discovered that her bones would never reform properly.

Given all the trauma she endured before coming to Farm Sanctuary—and all our work fighting for her to pull through—her loss was especially hard. But we take comfort in the knowledge that Avril’s final days were filled with care and love—something that very few farm animals, especially those with life-threatening injuries, get to experience.

Farm Sanctuary Staff member helps Avril become more mobile in her sling